Bronco

2012 - 2024

bronco baby 12 years should have been 18. I never in a million years thought id live life without you. A whole decade of pure joy to our entire family. I remember getting you at just a few weeks old, i IMMEDIATELY fell in love with you. I remember when we thought you were a boy and we named you bronco. We took you to get fixed cause i didnt want you spraying everywhere. The lady said “mam bronco is a girl but we went ahead with the surgery anyways.” I blamed mom cause i was EMBARRASSed. Throughout all these years youve helped me with all the losses ive endured. Loosing my mom was the hardest and what hurts even more is your gone and you literally were her favorite. Literally her baby. I feel like i just lost her all over again. Im going to miss you, ive cried for weeks, days, hours, minutes, seconds leading up to you crossing the rainbow bridge. Everybody says “its just a cat” “its just an animal” no you literally were my first kid. I feel so selfish for not taking you in sooner, i just DIDN'T want to lose you. I wanted more time with you. I wanted more paws in my cup of milk, i wanted more kisses and snuggles, i wanted more love from you, i just wanted more of you before id never get it again. Im sorry. I know your not in pain anymore and it truly helps me cope just a bit more to know that. I watched you turn weak and fragile. Im thankful i was there to hold you and watch you take your last breath, as Traumatizing as it was, i DIDN'T want my baby to be alone. Thank you for making my life happier, thank you for loving my kids even though you hated kids. I know my mom was waiting for you. I could only IMAGINE the pure HAPPINESS you both are expEriencing right now. Forever i will REMEMBER you and miss you. Bronco, mommy loves you pretty baby. Rest easy now give mom kisses for me. I love you forever